My Bff is now not coming back in to town until jan, witch sucks.. I'm out of a roomate and one person that I kick back with the most shit.. "O well" the good thing about it is that I'm not driving to the couv every other f*ing day, but my work out buddy is not here to work out with me tho. Blah blah really not much more to say, have a nice day.

The word of the day is poopy pirate.. This word is from, when you take a pic and you don't know if you look like you are a pirate or if you look like you are taking a shit.

So that makes a poopy pirate pic..

I will be moving in to my own home in less then 2 months, to have a yard and a garden and to be able to have a dog once again... Makes me very happy and will still be in nopo. Happy happy joy joy.

blah blah blah blah So I'm staying in the couv for about a week, playing house! Yay I would never live in vancouver but she's here so I'm out here about two to three times a week maybe.. but that will change becuase she is moving to NoPo soon. I think this woman is my best friend * Ya think * We are all having a big BBQ bash on the 4th.. there are going to be about 10 to 15 people or more holy shit. This is going to be F#ing fun, will be better then the year before anyway! and better company in my life also. I'm hoping that it is only a small group. this weekend we are all hitting up the beach like last weekend and we are all going to the crystal falls, to go swimming in the cove. I can't wait.. swim under the falls in the cool water and sitting on the wet rock's and to close my eyes and be able to hear what is surrounding me in all of it beauty and to be alone with my own thoughts.. anyways she just got home, time for dinner take care everyone. F#ing late dinner my tummy is not going to be happy with me, also I have to work and go to school tomorrow. peace be with you, louc I am your father!!.. okay I just got done watching star wars sorry... ;D ha ha ha ha I'm a dork! and it's Fucking hot in this damn house!

I just have not been okay for some time now, hold the people that you love close to you closer and talk to your family as much as you can and tell them that you love them even if you don't see eye to eye on everything.. love them and tell them as much as you can...

I have not been on Lj in forever, So I hope all is well.

My heart bled, until all the pain and darkness escaped from my chest and The blood dripped from my finger tips as I wrote down the bleak moments that I endured the years and months before, as I wrote down the last dark feeble sentence and looked upon myself and saw my reflection, no longer pain and darkness but serenity and light that took it's place. my soul no longer has darkness surrounding it but rays of light. I have over come all obstacles and found peace and happiness, with in myself and in life.



(TO BE CONTINUED);P

My heart bled, until all the pain and darkness escaped from my chest and The blood dripped from my finger tips as I wrote down the bleak moments that I endured the years and months before, as I wrote down the last dark feeble sentence and looked upon myself and saw my reflection, no longer pain and darkness but serenity and light that took it's place. my soul no longer has darkness surrounding it but rays of light. I have over come all obstcales and found peace and happiness, with in myself and in life.

Well yet again! we are having sunday Dinner but this time it's not just the closes net friends I have, we are expanding.. ha ha ha so I think I'm going to have 10 to 15 people over to my small ass apt.. * sign * and Yay!? at the same time. love all my new and old friends and life is very happy for me at this moment in time.. shit was very bl eek months back but now, I can see past my old bullshit.


some things are going down hill but I still keep my head up and do what I think is best for me and my kick ass son.

The kiddo just got over 103 and at one point it hit 105 temp.. he is better now but I did go out of my mind with weary tho. On top of all of that, my father had one more stroke, and now in the hospital, he was there not even a month ago and now he is right back there were he started off in the first place. "Fuck" Love the Dad but I can't stand his fucking ass and not even the day before this all happened we got in to fight about me being a lez.. not going to really get in to that all over again.

the life that I live! YAy good times.. No really there are a lot of good times.



but that is about it for this week..

I don't really have anything to really say about anything!